Monday, 9 February 2015

Walking Down the Memory Lane..

I saw a girl walking down the corridor today, and a memory flashed in my mind. For a moment it felt like an illusion that instead of her it’s me walking down the lanes which I used to visit often in the olden days. Chocked for a while I came back and sat on my chair, but the thoughts never left. That's when I started walking down memory lane because I know I'll run into people who have left there. Isn't it funny how sometimes the people who gave the best memories become a memory? , maybe that's why we love walking down the memory lane so much.

As I walked on, I kept on bumping in to mirrors which were reflecting the different colors of my old existence some of which I had forgotten (or I think so I had) , some of which I know I have packed in corners of mind and so of which I still carry along. But I still remember it all, as they say “A girl, no matter how many times she denies it, she will always remember every detail, every moment, every piece of the memories you've left her. No matter how much she tries to forget, it will always be there.”

The happy part of walking down the memory lane is I love every bit of it, every shade of the rainbow its painted is my favorite. I am lucky to have lived it all, even though some of it was painful but it has taught me big lessons of life and made me who I am today. I never realized when I was living those moments; all of it happened so fast but today they are jewels whom I treasure. “Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.” ~ Dr. Seuss

Anyways a chapter of my life was revisited today and though some of those people have left my book but I still cherish them in my memories. “Somebody asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind but I just smiled and said I used to.” They give me hiccups still and as they say “One day everything that hurts us will only be remembered by the good things, the great memories that will always make us smile.”

"Nothing brings to life again a forgotten memory like fragrance." - C Poindexter

Wednesday, 14 January 2015

I Wonder, What If !!

I see her shivering in the empty corner,
Is it the cold or lack of warmth in her I wonder !!

People said she always walks with droopy shoulders,
her spine is curved may be..
or may be she is carrying a bag of broken dreams I wonder !!

She has lost her memory, society calls her mad..
I wonder, what if she doesn't have anything worth remembering !!

She lacks maturity, behaves live a kid who never grew up "THEY SAY",
I wonder, what if she doesn't know how to fake it !!

Neighbors say she once used to rattle like a chatterbox,
now not a word she utters, she is depressed they say..
I wonder, what if she doesn't find them worth taking to anymore !!

They say her eyes are all dried, she never cries,
I wonder, what if she doesn't have anything worth crying for !!

Tears have value only if there is someone to wipe them,
else they are just water droplets rolling from eyes..
Hugs are only worth the love someone has for you,
Words only hold value of the feeling they convey...
I wonder, what if she has any of it left!!

Sunday, 24 August 2014

I'll be Silent..

How long should I bleed before I drain out...
How long should I scream before I am heard...

I guess the watch has already stopped ticking,
its the fake hope all along that I am living...

But there is a voice inside that says don't give up yet,
There might be a sunrise behind that gate..
But where to get the strength to push it,
when I am not able to lift my own eyelids..

The waves have died long back,
The World is yet to discover that, as it is not bothered yet...

But the little Birdie knows, time is near and it will soon disappear..
This time its not gonna cry, this time there won't be any shouts...
No anger tantrums, No pouts..
it'll be silent till the judgement day comes ...

Thursday, 20 June 2013

Goodbye Cyber ... Thanks for the Adventure

 !!!Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough!!! #Quote

When we begin, we never think that it will ever end,
But life takes a turn and you find yourself in a bend..
I worked for almost 3 years here,
Where the days were a jumpy fun adventure...

But my last day is here, I have to say with a tear
That I made the choice to work here
and now I made the choice to leave.

I am taking a basketful of memories and learning with me..
Some are sour, Some are sweet, Some are fun worth a treat...

Ill miss my computer that always hanged and my colleagues with whom I hanged...
The chair where I sat and  the work that I did ... is all gonna be missed..
Today I depart the Cyber building,  bid farewell  and close the door..
In a hope that ill open many more..

Thanks for the adventure Cyber and making me, better me..
Although, goodbyes are not forever and they are not the end,
They simply mean I'll miss you till we meet again!

Monday, 22 April 2013

Do you Know Your Sugar Score ??

Whenever we hear someone talking about sugar problem, the first thing that comes to our mind is "Diabetes". Diabetes, in a basic understanding, is describes as a disease in which the person has high blood sugar, either because insulin production is inadequate, or because the body's cells do not respond properly to insulin, or both.

Today every human seeks for comfort in every possible way, which ultimately leads to laziness and health issues. Exercise, walking, physical tasks etc. are the things which are taken for granted today. And all these leads to many diseases including diabetes.

I took up a 6 seconds test to measure my sugar score today which was brought to my notice via my friend Sneha (@SamDLifeCoach) and found out that my Sugar Score is 10, which implies that I am at a very low risk of Diabetes. All thanks to my daily exercise and walking routine.

Photokatha (@photokatha) is conducting #sugarscoreofIndia campaign to find out the sugar score of Indians. Tag #SugarscoreofIndia

 Sugar Score symbolizes the risk of diabetes in an individual. Photokatha is supporting an initiative by Janacare.

You can take this test

Stay fit, Stay away from Diabetes. Keep Smiling.

Wednesday, 20 March 2013

Dekha hai maine .....

Rishton ko har din badalte dekha hai maine,
Har Chehre pe naya chehra lagte dekha hai maine....
Naqabi naam benaami ada,
Har aayam ke pehluo ko badalte dekha hai maine....

Is maati ke putle ke ahmiyat us ruh se badhkar aanki jati hai,
Tinko ke gharondo ko nafrat ki aag mein khakh hote dekha hai maine....
Nazare ab har pal har nigah pe pehra rakhti hai,
Nanhe se dil ko baar baar tut te dekha hai maine....

Alfaso se kya bayan karu mein haale dil,
In labso ko har baar bekar jate dekha hai maine....
Apane lahu se sinche hue paudhe kante ugate hai ab,
Par mali  ko fir bhi baag bagan se pyar hai.. ye bhi dekha hai maine....

Najane ye kafila kaha jake thamega,
Par is bawander mein bhi indradhanush ke rang bikharte bhi dekha nai maine...
Kuch nanhi kaliya bagawat pe utar aayi hai,
Un kaliyo ko pahad ka sina fadke muskurate bhi dekha hai maine....

Khudi pe hai bhrosa mujhe, aur dil mein bhari hai aas,
Inhi chand khudi ke khajano se is jivan ko mehkayenge,
Nanhse se diye ko raahein roshan karte dekha hai maine....

Thursday, 27 December 2012

Butterfly without wings...

Butterfly without wings, Clutched and entwined in twigs..
IT gave away its colors to make the rainbow smile,
And tore its dream of flight  to make the sun shine that extra mile...

Now that the fluttering has stopped and
now that the muttering is silent...
Does that colorless throb and that wingless dream matter to anyone??
Or does that closing wet eyelashes mean anything to you??

The more you knock, the doors are closing tighter..
hiding secrets in the lock..
Heart has given up pumping life and body is exhausting with every moment passing by..

All thats gonna remain is the trail in sand..
Telling a tale of butterfly who hung on to faith and fought till the end...